Embrace Life

#nothingbeats

2011-09-19T22:49:00.001+08:00

the power of hashtag (#) and A little bit of love. (<3)

Where Are You In Capitalist System?

2011-07-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

Just one question : where are you in the pyramid?

Bon Iver

2011-06-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

Can't Get Enough of Bon Iver new Album.

Top Favourite : Perth.

#nowplaying : Bon Iver Calgary

"Wake up to your starboard bride"

"Who goes in and then stays inside"

"Oh the demons come, they can subside"

Another Step To Be Taken

2011-05-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Yet another step to be taken.

Am I Ready for This?.

~~The Answer~~ : I have to.

Super Psyched!!

2011-02-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

.Deftones Rocking Out KL in 4 days time!! Super Super Psyched.

Here's Their Latest Setlist People!! Do Your HomeWork!!

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Catharsis #2

2011-01-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

Guys please Try this out.

Go to google.com.my
type "Deftones KL"
Check The 2nd Result and say "wowza!"

I'm not that "Die Hard" fans of Deftones..But It's been my dream to watch them play since I've listen to music..February please come sooner.pls.pls.pls

Deftones KL Tour 2011

2011-01-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to rock on this!!

here is their latest Concert Setlist :

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I've got my ticket, have you guys?

here's link for the tix for Deftones KL Tour on 14th February 2011 by :

RedTix

TicketPro

Another to do list in life will be ticked *psyched!!*

Still Not There..Where Is It?

2010-12-31T12:40:00.000+08:00

ever felt like stuck in a moment of coalesced with fear of diving into the the blistering feeling uncertainties?
the land of recklessness order that beholds you?
ever felt like being on the verge of crashing down 'tersungkur' badly enough you can't even lift your face and your sense of confidence?
ever felt like gaining 1 million dollar cash yet you not feeling good/psyched bout' your gift?
where's the satisfaction that you're looking for?
Is it that you're not being thankful enough?
what is it make you felt so unfulfilled?
where's your life route?
is it on the right path?
are you diving at the right depth?
have you check your 'air supply level'?
haven't you felt you've drowned yourself too deep already?
where's your fallen gracefulness plan?
Am I ready enough for my 'leverage claustrophobia'?
have you fully acquainted yourself with all your choices or the path your makin'?
where's my golden star? my sparkling breakthrough? my glimpse of light to my lifechanging path?
The comfortless and unease feelings to say to myself that everything happens for a reason every single day.
never in my mind I've doubted that HE already have plans for me.
never in my life I've doubted YOU. For YOU I have my faith.

It's already end of the year.
Am I? Did I? Have I? achieve what I'm supposed to?
Am I a year wiser than yesterday?
honestly..

Happy newly year Guys!! Have A Great years ahead of ya..for what ever past, let it past and move forward.

Reminiscence your joyous years of life and journey without regrets.

Catharsis #1

2010-12-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

*Currently obsessed With Skulls And Vibrant Colors*

Out Of Nothing

2010-12-14T22:17:00.009+08:00

Umur vs Lilitan Perut

2010-12-06T18:01:00.001+08:00

Seberapa besarkah perut anda mampu mengembang?? Fenomena urban yang pasti akan melanda bagi kaum adam dan hawa sebaik sahaja memulakan fasa alam pekerjaan. Mengapakah fenomena pandemic ini melanda pada para-para graduan ini berleluasa? dan mengapakah this so called 'plague perut buncit' ini melanda sebaik sahaja anda mula bekerja?

Terlalu banyak hipotesis yang boleh dirungkaikan dan disimpulkan, antara hipotesis yang boleh dibuat adalah :

Anda telah bekerja dan mempunyai duit sendiri. Tiada halangan bagi anda menikmati titik peluh anda dengan makanan, namun pengambilan kadar karbohidrat dan glukosa yang berlebihan menyebabkan perut anda mengembang lantas anda malas untuk melakukan rutin exercise anda *if applicable*
Anda sememangnya mempunyai nafsu makan yang besar, tidak kiralah anda sudah bekerja *mempunyai wang sendiri @ tidak* memang perut anda akan terus mengembang mengikut peredaran umur anda.
Anda sememangnya mempunyai figure badan yang berisi dan konsep hidup "who gives a F**K"
Anda telah berkahwin dan fenomena pergaulan hormon lelaki dan perempuan menyebabkan perut anda mengembang.

Jika diperhatikan graf umur vs kadar lilitan perut diatas dapat disimpulkan berdasarkan hipotisis yang telah dibuat :

Kadar lilitan perut bagi mereka yang berumur 24 tahun ke atas menunjukkan peningkatan drastik sekiranya :

Anda bekerja di sektor kerajaan
Tidak mengamalkan senaman kardio purata 12 jam seminggu
Mengamalkan amalan pemakanan yang mementingkan lemak/karbohidrat dari kalsium/vitamin atau garam mineral yang lain.
Anda sememangnya mempunyai masalah obesiti semenjak berumur 5 tahun.

Breakeven value/Normality point/Penanda aras bagi kadar lilitan perut yg perfect adalah pada umur sekitar 22 tahun.*tembakan padu*
Antara 'catalyst' kadar peningkatan lilitan perut anda adalah sikap MALAS dan tabiat makan excessively
Junk Food = makanan ruji anda.
Untuk berada dalam lingkungan bulatan biru hanyalah fantasi semata-mata sekiranya anda mempunyai 4 ciri-ciri point diatas.

Sekian-Sharing Is Caring - Thanks to capangan for charts idea.aku pun tiru lah.

p/s : saya sendiri telah mengalami masalah perut buncit ini dan sedang berusaha untuk mengurangkan kadar lilitan perut saya. chaiyok!

aufblitzen

2010-11-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

DefendEquality - ChoosedbyPopularNationalismeSocialisme=Nazis - DeathskullFuhrer - LNdtglaKL

Devil's Playtime

2010-11-16T19:18:00.003+08:00

Devil..another movie which produce by the myth/horror movie mystro
M Night Shyamalan

First impression is like..What The Fuck is This movie all about?? 85% scene and storyline is in the elevator..but still the movie really didn't failed to terrify the audience with effortless diabolic-satanic-thriller which gives you chill to the bone. For me the movie really brings up the truly horrifying satanic experience. The main storyline of the movie is about Detective Bowden (Chris Messina) the Philadelphia Homicide Detective whose been dispatched to investigate on the suspicious suicide and later on end up with five obnoxious passenger which was destined to be in the elevator to foresee the grotesque experience of demonic witchcraft that end up with redemption of past guiltiness.

The movie really capture the essence of fear to the audience and you'll be amaze on the outcome of the movie. You'll never come close to figure it out. Must watch. 3.8/5 movie for me.

here's some mixed reviews and critics for the movie.

"Its overall slightness as a chiller only stresses that this was material unworthy of a notorious control freak filmmaker's undivided attention." - Robert Abele Los - Angeles Times

"The great cinematographer Tak Fujimoto has the time of his life on this low-budget horror feature, playing with dolly shots, abrupt zooms, and negative space inside the widescreen frame, and the fun is infectious." - Ben Sachs - Chicago Reader

"the picture's major sin, while not totally shafting those in the market for a chilling ride, is that it's ultimately more corny than creepy." - Michael Rechtshaffen - The Hollywood Reporter

My 25th Years of Celebrating Life.

2010-11-11T18:13:00.052+08:00

Today marks my 25th year of life. How was it? if you asked me..is it as fulfilled and accomplished as I thought it would be like the past 10 years ago?? the answer would be : tidak sama sekali..hoho - 67% of it meleset* - but thats life. No matter what ur plan is and whatever your plans would be, only HIM will decide it for you..the rest is all based on your will and effort.

during my BD this year..I've felt so blessed. A lot of mishaps and "unexpected-life-decision-experience" occurs yet..I'm happy with all the current happenings of life as we speak. But thats the kind of life we have to face..right? The challenges, the ups and downs that we need to endure. all the bad luck and even kejatuhtersungkuran melanda. But all of that I've always remembered that along the way we endure and navigate our life..never lose yourself, never lose hope and always believe for the best that you do.

Syukur Alhamdulillah for I still have the chance to breathe the same air, the chance to do-the-right-n-wrong about life, chance to be good to myself and others, chance to be thankful and grateful for everything I have and what I've gone through, the chance to love and to be loved, the chance to be better in life, chance to be more positive about life, chance to improve myself, and most important of all, the chance to feel the joy of life. Let's look forward and remember there's more to life if we want to make it happen. I've once remembered a quote :

"Life isnt about how fast u run. Its about perseverance, staying on your feet and slogging forward no matter what" ~Dean Koontz

all I wish for my 25th year of life is that :

I wish I have all the time to reminiscences my years of youth before I'm getting older day by day.
I wish I can feel all the life can offer before I 'go'.
I wish I can embrace this so call life without regrets.

p/s : Thank you so much for all the birthday wishes. It meant a lot to me.!! another year of lifecycle 'ticked' and completed..I'm only at 37% overall achievement of myself. the rest of 63%..well..don't even ask.

Happy birthday to me..all the best in life and gud Luck!

New Band In Town : Local Natives

2010-11-08T15:15:00.009+08:00

Here's is the new band that I really wanna share with you guys.
.Local Natives.
The tune is contagious, smooth, serene and unconventional from the other everyday bands you heard. The indie rock quintet from Los Angeles really captures the deep sense of dreamy orchestral and avant-garde clean emotional post-punk sounds. Their music really captures the idea of dreamy post punk sounds which makes you dance and flailing helplessly to the harmonious vocal, sweet piano, duetting guitars, and insistent drumming.

If you guys like the sounds of smashing pumpkin's melancholic tunes of Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness - Thirty Three and Ava Adore - Tears; you guys should really try hear them out.

For me local natives has own the rights to be as hip and tunable sounds comparing to Grizzly Bear, Vampire Weekend, bon Iver and Fleet Foxes. It's a heavenly harmonized and adventurously rhythm really captures the idea of harmonium, serenity esoteric edges of post-punk and Afro-beat.

Find out more of their tunes here

here's some of my fav songs from this band at the moment.cheers!

Crash Landing

2010-11-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

Life crashing you before you're expecting it. It's freakin' scary dude. No kidding. It's a one of the most freakish feelings that we all have to face in life when you felt that your time is not up yet. What if your plans went crashing and burns horrendously? what if something went wrong in the middle? what if you'll never make it? what if I will never achieve what I've hoped for? that's what I'm facing right now, Me Being fucking 'OLD' before my time.
*F F F F = I'm cursing rite now*

Nevertheless with all the emotion roller coaster tumbling u upside down, you need to face it through. Bravely and manly. rite? that's what people would say and that's what I really should be doing. *working on it*

On the other hand; It's not like I'm trying to be evasive and defensive regarding on my future. It's just there's a huge 'cloudy hazes of uncertainties' rumbling heavily in front of me. It's like I'm further from my 'solid gold' plans and everyday is like another step onto a 'foamy grounds' of make believe that I'm doing just fine with what I'm leaning onto right now. FUCK! I'm scared man. I really am. If only people can at least see a glimpse of future, would it be nice. Like I told u guys earlier, life is about taking risk and learning from mistakes rite? what if deep down inside you know that you can't even afford yourself making mistakes, it's not who you really are and it's not the way you run your life? how am I gonna get through? Am I ready for it? *Sigh*

p/s after a few days of 'kekacauan jiwa' and numerous youth reconciliation attempts. Now I'm More Than Ready To Face My Future. Come On Life. Come Crashing Hard onto Me.

Another One Down

2010-10-31T03:55:00.001+08:00

Happy Married Life Amir Rizal..Have A Blissful Married Life!!

p/s To all single man in geng bulan..we're counting our days now..but the Question is who's NEXT??!!!

Adolf Hitler's Rise To Power

2010-10-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

I've always been fascinated by the world's history, the downfall, the assassinations, the triumph, the glory and etc. One of my favorite history is the downfall dictatorship of Adolf Hitler. Such idealism, power, vision, such visceral inspiration of nationalism.With such power his falter of militarism and brutality era caused by his anti-Semitic idealism and obsession for anti-zionism which he did call once a "great movement" coalesced his view that one cannot be both a German and a Jew. This entry is not to emphasized on the cruelty and racism ideology that he's stands for, but to dedicate the idea and share on Hitler's remarkable and astounding idealism of his that have change the history of the world. A man who've conquered the world with his vision and brutality. Fascinating!

History of Adolf Hitler's himself (based on wikipedia.)

Hitler rose to a place of prominence in the early years of the party (1919 - 1923) largely as a result of his considerable skills in oratory, organization and promotion. He was aided in part by his willingness to use violence in advancing his political objectives and to recruit party members who were willing to do the same. Later his book Mein Kampf (usually translated as My Struggle) introduced Hitler to a wider audience. Hitler's rise to power in Germany began in September 1919 when Hitler joined the political party that was known as the Deutsche Arbeiterpartei (abbreviated as DAP, and later commonly referred to as the Nazi Party). This political party was formed and developed during the post-World War I era. It was anti-Marxist and was opposed to the democratic post-war government of the Weimar Republic and the Treaty of Versailles; and it advocated extreme nationalism and Pan-Germanism as well as virulent anti-Semitism.

In his book Mein Kampf has assumed a key place in the functionalism versus intentionalism debate. Intentionalists insist that the passage stating that if 12,000–15,000 Jews were gassed, then "the sacrifice of millions of soldiers would not have been in vain," proves quite clearly that Hitler had a master plan for the genocide of the Jewish people all along. In Mein Kampf, Hitler blamed Germany’s chief woes on the parliament of the Weimar Republic, the Jews, Social Democrats, as well as Marxists. He announced that he wanted to completely destroy the parliamentary system, believing it in principle to be corrupt, as those that reach power are inherent opportunist.

After 75 years, his dictatorship ascended to the Chancellery and secured his hold on Germany. Hitler once announces his hatred of what he believed to be the world's twin evils: Communism and Judaism. The new territory that Germany needed to obtain would properly nurture the "historic destiny" of the German people; this goal, which Hitler referred to as Lebensraum (living space), explains why Hitler aggressively expanded Germany Eastward, specifically the invasions of Czechoslovakia and Poland, before he launched his attack against Russia. Here is some of the historic pics of Hitler's reign era.(courtesy of Time Magazine.)

Out of Obscurity

After serving unremarkably in the First World War, the future dictator immersed himself in the German nationalist politics of Munich. In 1921, he claimed control of the German Workers Party and renamed it the National Socialist German Workers Party, and gave himself the title of Führer. In this 1922 photo, he poses with members of the group's paramilitary organization, the Sturmabteilung, known by its initials, SA.

Munich

After an abortive seizure of power in 1923, known in history books as the Beer Hall Putsch, Hitler was arrested and tried. During the trial, however, he was given unlimited time to speak and his popularity soared. By the time this photo was taken in 1929, he was out of jail and gaining prominence.

Orator

A great deal of the Führer's appeal lay in his inflammatory speeches attacking Jews, social democrats, capitalists and communists. His comments often evoked a sense of wounded national pride caused by the losses imposed on Germany by the allies at the end of World War I.

Chancellor

After a series of national elections, the National Socialists rose to become the largest party in the Reichstag, or Parliament. On the 30th of January, 1933, President Paul von Hindenburg was forced to appoint Hitler, the party leader, as Chancellor.

Corridors of Power
During Hitler's time in power, the German government sponsored architecture on an immense scale, including this office building in Munich, designed by architect Paul Troost.

Mass Meeting
Gigantic political rallies became a staple of life in the new Nazi Germany. At this gathering at Buckeberg in 1934, the Führer passes risers of flag-bearing members of the SA.

Expansion
After pressuring Austria to join with Germany, Hitler turned his sights on a German-speaking region of Czechoslovakia, called the Sudatenland. At a summit held in Munich in 1938, the allies agreed to allow Germany to annex the lands. In the fall of that year, Nazi vehicles paraded triumphantly through one of the district's towns.

Salute to Evil
By 1938, Hitler was the supreme leader of Germany. Within a year, his aggressive policies would plunge Europe into war and his racist ideas would find horrific implementation. It is estimated that over ten million people, including six million Jews, died in the German death camps.

Read more about Adolf Hitler here
Courtesy of Time Magazine & Wikipedia 2010

Is It Now?

2010-10-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

Am I getting old before my time?

My life's coming towards me like a speeding bullet.

Am I blind for what is in front of me?

I can't get to run away from it.

I'm freaking Out *AGAIN*

I guess it's just way too early.

I can't commit without solid ground.

It's normal to say my reasons right?

Maybe all I need is time.

If only I had better ground.

Maybe It's a test from HIM.

p/s for what ever you do.I'll support you no matter what.that's a promise

Youth In Revolt

2010-10-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Youth in revolt really portraits about the agonies of a teenage virgin (Nick Twisp played by Michael Cera) whose been frustrated by his lack of "sex experience" and in desperate attempts craving for a "cheap-ass-fuck-made-believe-sex". A story about what a teenage will do whose fueled with angst becoming a rebellious and revolted for an "everlasting lustful puppy LOVE". Michael Cera also plays as François Dillinger an imaginary alter ego inspired by Jean-Paul Belmondo whose been driving Nick mad for the "made believe sex" that he's going to have with Sheena (Portia Doubleday).

This movie really emphasize on the experience of teenage seductions, rejections, temptations, expectations, envious, vulnerabilities and visceral conviction of teenage lust. A quirky cute lovesick adolescent story that starts with an impish and fun idea which turns out to be a devastated results in hoping for a cheap teen fuck which costs him so much greater that he wouldn't imagine!

Here's some of the critics for youth in revolt :

"Youth in Revolt is a teen fantasy filled with lust, imagination, frustration and lots of laughs, artfully made and superbly played." - Tom Long - Detroit News

"I love this new breed of dirty movie. It goes beyond leering, beyond sexism, to the core tension of a culture that ricochets between Puritanism and promiscuity. And it has in Michael Cera a sterling mascot." - David Edelstein - New York Magazine

"Some may find such elements desperate or calculated in their quirky-cuteness, but I think they add to the movie's efforts to evoke the surrealism and excruciating intensity of, as the title puts it, youth in revolt." - Tom Maurstad - Dallas Morning News

One funny facts about the movie is that no drugs whatsoever were involved at all.*nice* A must watch movie.

Public Announcement #1

2010-10-15T18:10:00.007+08:00

Harga rokok telah naik secara tiba-tiba tanpa pemberitahuan secara rasmi dari kerajaan pada 4 oktober 2010 yang lepas dilihat mengakibatkan impak kurang baik kepada perokok-perokok tegar di Malaysia. Kadar kenaikkan rokok yang dikenakan dilihat terlalu mendadak dan absurd. Kenaikkan sebanyak RM0.70 which is equivalent akan harga sekeping roti canai di Malaysia pada tahun 2007 sedikit sebanyak mengakibatkan krisis perbelanjaan bulanan kepada perokok-perokok tegar di Malaysia. Krisis perbelanjaan ini mengimplikasikan peningkatan perbelanjaan bulanan bagi penghisap rokok-rokok which can go as high as RM300/month. Wow!! dapat disimpulkan bahawa perokok-perokok masa kini adalah antara golongan-golongan yang berbelanja secara mewah setiap bulan. Min RM300 sebulan merupakan penanda aras bagi membezakan kasta anda di dalam masyarakat sosialis perokok tegar. Penanda aras ini membezakan anda selaku perokok tegar elit di Malaysia atau sebaliknya. [Perokok elit dikategorikan sebagai perokok-perokok setia Marlboro, Dunhill, Kent dan sengkatannya - no offense]. Selain itu perokok-perokok tegar ini dinasihatkan agar sentiasa mengamalkan exercise regulalrly bagi memastikan kapasiti jantung dan peparu yang mantap dalam usaha meneruskan proses cremation jantung dan peparu anda.
[cremation = meleburkan jantung dan peparu anda dengan rokok-rokok tersedia.]

Kenaikan harga rokok ini dilihat sebagai antara langkah-langkah termudah dan ter'kacang' pihak kerajaan Malaysia dalam usaha meningkatkan KDNK negara seperti yang disasarkan iaitu penumbuhan 6% setiap tahun bagi memastikan Malaysia berstatus negara berpendapatan tinggi menjelang 2020. Ini kerana addiction really benefits the government. Don't you think??

Sedikit Visual Aid Untuk Perokok-Perokok Tegar Malaysia

-p/s : we're still OK comparing to the other countries-

World Tobacco Chart Info as of 2005 courtesy of Time Magazine

Daripada Rajah yang tertera diatas kita boleh membuat kesimpulan :

Sehingga 2005, Malaysia merupakan negara ke-lapan (8), tertinggi di dunia populasi perokok yang berumur 15 tahun ke atas. Dimana jumlah perokok di Malaysia adalah seramai 4,189,090 orang.
Cuma 0.6% kurang dari negara ke-7 populasi teramai perokok iaitu Jepun.
Russian adalah antara perokok teramai di muka dunia.
6 punca utama kematian diseluruh dunia (dari avg. jumlah kematian populasi dunia seramai 57 juta orang) adalah berpunca dari tabiat merokok
Ghanaian adalah penyumbang tersikit cukai rokok di dunia.
Even negara-negara jiran kita iaitu Indonesia dan Thailand yang mempunyai volum penduduk yang lebih tinggi dari Malaysia tidak tersenarai di dalam populasi perokok tegar di dunia.
Conclusion yang lain boleh dibuat sendiri.

The Only alternatif tebaik sedia ada untuk fenomena kenaikan harga rokok ini adalah BERHENTI MEROKOK. Didn't we all agree smokers?? BUT..We didn't want to take the hard way rite smokers? instead we'll all just continue what we have done best to our lungs and heart. We Burn The Hell Out of Them..We burn them to the ground rite? QUITTING is for pussies. That's they (smokers) would say..even though from the bottom of our heart we know that BERHENTI MEROKOK is the best solution. Quitting on ciggarettes adalah jalan yang terbaik bagi menjamin kestabilan ekonomi, kemampuan perbelanjaan bulanan disamping menjamin kesihatan perokok-perokok tegar di Malaysia. Namun dalam usaha menghentikan tabiat negatif ini (which is like very impossible) we'll continue being ignorance and we'll continue buying them. Alas apa yang boleh kita simpulkan dan siratkan disini adalah, kita secara tidak langsung membantu kerajaan menjayakan idealisme Liberisasi yang sedang dipraktikkan dalam tampok pemerintahan kerajaan kini yang dilihat menguntungkan pihak-pihak tertentu dan kasta-kasta tinggi sahaja. we'll continue to support the idea of liberalism and capitalism of the government on oppressed men whose been struggling with addictions in this case tobacco/rokok/cigarettes!
DAMN YOU Liberalization. FUCK YOU Capitalism .
Kesimpulan yang boleh dibuat dari fenomena kenaikan yang tiada penghujungnya ini adalah..You're not buying time for your life/health...your paying the organization and so called fuckin' capitalist of your each decreasing minutes/hour/years of your life. Damn you addictions.

P/s RMK-10 sedang berlangsung..harap-harap there will be many good news for Malaysian.

A Wishful Night Of Bliss And Blessings

2010-10-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

.the night is warm.

.the air is damp.

.i'm still sweating.

.time's ticking.

.i'm still in the haze of uncertainties.

.i wish i would be firmer.

.hope is still there.

.the quiet night scares me.

.i'm craving for Bali air breeze.

.i'm craving for serenity.

.i wanna freeze time.

.i wanna be wealthier.

.i should be healthier.

.i wish i'm wiser.

.i'm further than i'm supposed to be.

.to god.

.to affirmation.

.i'm still flailing.

.i'm still skipping my devoir.

.i'm still hoping my diligence pays.

.i'm still wishing for my prayers.

.i'm still incoherent

.i'm still addicted.

.i'm embracing my life the best way i can.

.my birthday's coming.

.yet i'm still nothing to be proud of.

Cabaret Moderate

2010-10-06T12:57:00.012+08:00

As you guys know I'm a drool when It comes to
single female singers.
Here's another artist that I wanna share with u guys.
I'm currently ~~obsessed~~ *a bit kinda strong word there* frequently listening to the Punk Cabaret Rockstar :
Amanda Palmer
listening to the various of her songs and the previous The Dresden Dolls, Cabaret songs has the new breathe of sounds and that can be captured as new wave of 'happy-old-sappy-songs'
during the 20's and 30's.
There something about this genre really intrigue me and capture the sense of new breathe catharsis of music inside me.
It's dark, it's all about self belief, it's about anarchism, It's about expressing yourself, It's about delivering your creativeness and the divergence of the everyday music that we normally listen to.
What is punk cabaret or dark cabaret by the way??
Punk Cabaret can be define as theme and mood of a Cabaret performance which draws on the aesthetics of the decadent, risqué German Weimar-era cabarets, burlesque and Vaudeville shows with the stylings of post-1970s goth and punk music. *based on the source of wikipedia*
Amanda Palmer : She's so bad ass didn't she.
get more of her on
Facebook : http://www.facebook.com/amandapalmer
Twitter : http://www.twitter.com/amandapalmer
Official Site : http://www.amandapalmer.net
Blogs : http://www.whokilledamandapalmer.com

Amand Palmer : a voracious seeker of creative catharsis

Here's one of my current favourite song to be listen to..Amanda Fucking Palmer Rocks!!

The Endless Battle

2010-10-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

Life is like a tumbling road nowadays..the road seems like narrowing at the end. I can't see myself being there at the end of the road; alas seems like my life are so far from being on the right track and I'm diving fast and deeper down to the fuckin' downfall lane and I'm not very proud of myself. So much infirmity happened nowadays. Infirmity.Disappointment.Rejection. I'm fucking terrified of these words. I'm having panic attack syndrome on daily basis. It's much worst than pregnancy contraction.*i guess*. I felt like my world is became more and more preposterous day by day. Life is like tumbling and rumbling in the 'failure'ness brawl. I'm in the state of euphoric 'apocalyp'ness and I'm freaking out.

I indeed need some sort of moral catalyst to urge myself! maybe I'm just being such a whining OLD man worrying something that I shouldn't or wouldn't. I'm kinda lost.I hate myself for not doing the right thing at the first place. Sometimes I think I'm being such a wimp whining OLD man, wanting so much inveteracy and affirmative in life, feelings like : 'I-should-have-done-this-by-now/year/2013', thinking that I should be making at least 36k/year by now and etc..Maybe I'm just being overreacting, I was thinking way too much about life, overly think about my future prospects : the only think that can bring me back to reality is that : I'm saying to myself : "YOU DON'T KNOW THE Freakin' FUTURE DUDE!! Stop the fucking madness!! It's so overrated - stop being too organized and too "one-step-ahead" about your life could ya? Life is all about taking risk..life is about taking second chance..Life is about making wrong decision and learning your lessons. Stop worrying too much about your life, let life run its course by itself and be happy with what and who your are...you're just perfect the way you are..you can't be too well plan and having so much plan in life..let life be..let god decide on your destiny and your life..let time passed by...let your life run unaccordingly. Like Florance Welch once quoted :

"Don't worry too much about the everyday things. Otherwise you'll lose touch with your own world,"

Don't freak out just simply because your slightly out of track. Life is a roller coaster ride ain't it? Life should be free. Life should be on the course by itself. Let god decide what HE have destined for you, don't lose your faith, have faith in qada' and qadar..Life is all about putting your effort wisely and always pray/hoping for something better..with gods will you'll be on the right track and life will soon get better.

The Fallen Grace of a Boyhood - Welcoming The World of Manhood

2010-09-27T14:40:00.028+08:00

What makes you a man?? what is it differentiate you a boy from a man?? simple question with simple answer.. responsibilities in my context (nikah). Taking the ownership of responsibilities and live your life with it. Bernikah is a big responsibilities and it's scary!! rite!!?? Nikah is like a testament of you being ready for the responsibilities to be hold. Am I rite?? during and before the Nikah session..men must be like stutter/shivering/nk terciritbirits/demam2. I think its normal to have those feelings. All the rush of blood, all the adrenalin rush, all the toilet sessions menyeramkan~~ some men felt that marriage is like a desolation of their freedom, a grotesque experience of a dying freedom and being single. but it's actually the exaltation of life that need to be felt and celebrate.

I've experience the 1st glimpse of Manhood last friday.(again in my context : Nikah). It was a nervewrecking experience and a refreshing perspective of life as a man. Bernikah is like a receivership all mother of responsibilities passing from the father to a husband in the most sacred and religious way. It takes a courage to perceive such responsibilities. I salute to those men who've experience such.

I really hope I'm more than ready for the world of manhood when my time comes..hopefully it's not too soon..*wink*

welcome to manhood and married life ikan@norazri azis & Nurhidayah Rusli..have a blissful married life..~ Amin~

Unname Post

2010-09-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

It seems like everything running as per normal nowadays..slow and 'dampy' like they used to..nothing much to look forward to currently. I guess its that time of the year where everything slows down and rotating accordingly. Life is as per usual : normal, content, confined, laying low.

I've managed to go through the Ramadhan month successfully - Alhamdulillah..on the solat side maybe terkantoi ~~a bit~~ *banyak terbarai jugak la actually*..managed to overcome my temptations, as like previous years - I've successfully completed my 3rd Rukun Islam - 100% ya'll - I'm pleased with myself..Raya celebration was OKey..nothing much to celebrate since my granddad past away last year (rest in peace atok..we miss you).Raya celebration this year in moderate mode.

Nothing much to be celebrate and to be joyous about this year of Raya, except seeing your relatives, aunts, uncles and nieces. Yearly there will be a repetitive session with all my relatives - over and over - enthusiastic questions reigning on me regarding "My Wedding Date/plans" - "Where's Ur Hani?" - "Bile nak bawak jumpe kitorang?" - gossiping about my future undertaking on marriage/career paths and so on ... bla bla bla..I got stuck with all the questions and the answers people; will always be the same and repetitively - "Insyaallah, ade rezeki - ade la" - but thats what families do rite? catching up..bahan-bahan..gather up as a family and etc, besides on gaduh-gaduh rebut harta, cut each others throat..rite? well the rest of my Raya celebration is the same..

anyway wishing you guys..

Happy Eid Mubarak 1431Hijrah to all Friends, Families and Colleagues - Have a blessed and blissful Hari Raya to all of you.

Me Sincerely

"Gump"A Quotes

2010-08-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

I've just doing my re-run films of my movie stash..and I've pick up the "best movie of the night by choice" : Forrest gump : Really moving and Inspiring~ One Hack a Movie! I wrote this entreè just to commemorate my feeling of being inspired in moving forward in life to what ever that you've gonna through, and keep moving forward till there's no more soul inside of you..

The tenacity, the patience, the positiveness, the effort in order to succeed in life, to live your life, no matter how imperfectness you are..as long as there's will..you'll be succeed.

Some of the famous and my favorite quotes in the movie that touched and inspires me :

"Life is like a box of chocolate, We'll never know what we'll gonna get"

The Scene where Mrs. Gump was just being finished diagnosed by local town doctor and lying lifelessly on the bed. Slowly Forest Gump reaching his mother's hand and said :

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Forrest Gump narrative : "Mama always said, dying was a part of life. I sure wish it wasn't."

"Everybody have their own destiny Forest, Like me; I'm destined to be your mama," said Mrs. Gump

"How about my destiny, Mama? " Forest asked indistinctly

With a solemn and sad face Mrs.Gump replied :

"You're gonna have to figure that out for yourself."

"You have to do the best with what God gave you."

Forrest Gump : "Mama always said, dying was a part of life. I sure wish it wasn't."

another memorable scene is :

The part when Forrest having their wedding ceremony with Jenny at their home. The scene where Jenny was still sleeping on the bed and Forrest was looking towards Jenny lying while holding breakfast. Slowly Jenny open up her eyes and saw Forrest standing still in front of her. Jenny telling Forrest how sick she was and his illness cannot be cured (HIV). Jenny was lying on bed and said :

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Jenny Curran : "Were you scared in Vietnam?"

Forrest Gump : Yes. Well, I-I don't know. Sometimes it would stop raining long enough for the stars to come out... and then it was nice. It was like just before the sun goes to bed down on the bayou. There was always a million sparkles on the water... like that mountain lake. It was so clear, Jenny, it looked like there were two skies one on top of the other. And then in the desert, when the sun comes up, I couldn't tell where heaven stopped and the earth began. It's so beautiful.

Jenny Curran : I wish I could've been there with you.

Forrest Gump : You were.

Sedutan gambar dari filem "Forrest Gump" - (1994)

Sekian..sharing is caring

Colossal AssHat?? or Am I was On The Dream Of Becoming The Next American Idol??

2010-08-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

with my recent happenings..I really need to giddy up and move forward..I can't say that the failure really hits me and make me really felt such a effin' LOSER but I know that I really need to move on..I need to build up back my confidence..I was demoralized..I was stunned, I felt all the things I've done such a waste..ahhh~ forget bout the past..think more of the future behold me..I really need to get back on track..That's the 1st thing that I really need to do rite now.
People do fails sometimes right? the best thing to do is that you've learned your mistakes and never to repeat it again. Nobody's perfect..I'm only a human..and I do make mistakes!! Moving to~

On the other side of Another story

On the evening of 19th August 2010, exactly on the 9th of Ramadhan, I've decided to berbuke with my Hunny at the CheeMeng Nasi Ayam Bukit Bintang. It was like any other day in KL, busy and packed,I've gambled my time and precious berbuke moments with my family for Chee Meng Chicken rice at BB.Bukit Bintang!! dengan jalan jam sume kot..takpe..kering bak kate my Hunny [Dua-dua kemarok nasik ayam Chee Meng]..and guess what..while I was having my yummy Nasi Ayam Chee Meng..Tiz Zaqyah *the artist tuh* passed me..I was shock and automaticaly my eyes was blinking-blinking towards her..while I was bermain-main mata with Tiz Zaqyah & at the end of the shop lies Natasha Hudson! staring at ME! I was stoked!! 2 artist in one time while bermate-mate with me..I can't take it..I was sooo overwhelmed..While my attention diverted back to miss Tizq..Natasha hudson who is on the other side was making a jealousy girlish face..aku serba salah..lalu aku terpandang my Hunny..aku tersenyum..tak kesah lah artist malaysia or Hollywood ke..hanya sorg je yang mampu buat aku cair..non the less my Hun..*winkwink*Gile Gempak!! cite aku!! cool bukan?!!* as my history with fellow Malaysian actress Sazzy Falak way already past me..such occurrence gives an Irony Thought - Am I an "MalaysianArtistChick Magnet"?? - Am I actually an artist trapped in a body of a living human which life which is such unfabulous and undeserve fame" *curiously thought..* tak leh blah cite aku*blluuwweerrgghhh - muntah darah*

sekian..selamat berbuke everyone!! Ini hanyalah cerita semata-mata tiada niat menyakiti atau menganiaya sesiapa..

It's not my time yet..or NEVER? F*#k!

2010-08-14T03:31:00.004+08:00

oouuucchhh.. reality hits me big time, In My FACE!!..darn motherEffer! seriously..it was catastrophic.It's like someone just hit your face with a sledgehammer..so freaking hurts!! I'm lost..I'm wandering deeper into another solemnity of instability..dayymmnn!! It hurts man..you really got me off guard this time..I'm devastated..I really do..but I need to move on..expending and reconstructing another '~~FuckedUp~~ plan' and dive deeper into another uncertainties. *Good Luck with that*

I'm lost again in my own masze..I thought I've worked out my plan..it turns out..it was my plan who worked/~~fucked~~ me up in the ass..IN the ASS!!

I believe things happened for a reason.don't you??..be calm and embrace it..The best thing to do now Faliq is to get out from your own hypothetically maze and learn from the mistake done..Move forward, never look back..I wish I had the strength..I need time for myself..I was drowned in my own make belief so called "the most integral time of my life" and I need to get out of it ASAP as I'm getting more paranoid about my future day by day and I'm not happy to my self about it..

p/s until the 3rd day of ramadhan I've lost another 3 kilos..kudos faliq..keep up the fat burning sensation..

The Year Of 1000 Celebrations Of Life!!

2010-08-11T15:51:00.006+08:00

As we speak now..I've just wondering what I've accomplish for this year..even though it's still a lil bit too early to review about the year gone by..** "It's only august la dey".....but I really felt that I need to do this **..OK!! bersambung balik to what I'm trying to say about accomplishments so far for this year..my accomplishment as of august..in my own interpretation would be.. "not much, too many uncertainties, unstable"..i guess, but its sure is one hell of a good year!!! even though the 'green' part not so memberangsangkan....hey, I'm satisfied with what I've got/done/achieve this year as of august!! I felt sooo blessed, I'm content with everything that went through, Alhamdullilah!!! Thank You God..for Your blessings..!!!

When I'm thinking back for everything that happened this year alone, I thought that maybe I'm a lil bit ;

Too old for Music Events Such as ......this.
Too much to waste on time/money on roadtrip such as .....this *actually I'm glad for this event!-honestly*
Too fat and too scared to go for a diving lesson.
Too lazy to find a - "what ever your gonna do" buddies - (e.g -swimmingbuddies- by Faridpang/Jabbarwookies, -bowlingbuddies- by amarcrazyeyes, -tennisbuddies-, -squashbuddies-, -pantsbuddies-, -haircutbuddies-, -moviesbuddies-, -karaokebuddies- or etc.)
Too old and "jaded" to start a band,
Too poor to own a pony or a horse for an evening ride (another bright idea of Faridpang)
Too busy catching dreams and repeating routines.
Too tired and wasted to go on completing my 'list of accomplishments'
Too broke for Masters Programs enrollment.
Too deaf and too old for "Venom -Black Metal" albums
Smoked too much cigarettes in a day.
Still lacking of enthusiasm saving up money.
Too afraid being solitary and abandoned.
Too gay/metrosexsual for a cake bite - puas hati korg??.

And I should maybe thinking more like :

when is it the right time to settle down, prepare myself for commitments, have kids, rent a home, reduce my mortgages/CCard debts, foresee what is in front of me and making sure that I'm ready for it, complying my oath as a muslim without fail and other obligation of life, "enjoying life when I'm at four-tees" and bla bla bla ..ahh~~ life as we speak, time lost as we breathe, youth wasted as we gone through our life, Faith is the only thing we have for this world and the afterlife. Godspeed to what ever behold for me in the future...let's go through this year with many more exciting and fun events in the coming future..owh I'm going to Hong Kong Next Year..Yieepppaaa!!!

P/s : Today marks as the 1st Ramadhan 1431Hijrah..happy Ramadhan Al- Mubarak To All Muslims all over the world - Have a Blessed Fasting Month.Amin~

Coheed & Cambria Rockin' KL 2010!

2010-08-05T14:29:00.016+08:00

Coheed Cambria rocked KL on the night of 1st August 2010. trully a BLAST!! Another "list of bands to be watch in life" ticked!! It's an accomplishment!!

Here's the review of the CC showcase from JunkOnline

above pic are the best part about the event. CC rocks!! Salute!!

Permulaan Yang Tidak Berasas Langsung

2010-07-23T01:42:00.007+08:00

Inception - means initial, preliminary, basic
Inception in bahasa means - permulaan , asas, dimulakan.

How can I describe the film Inception : " a twisted 'reality of under conscious experience' movie about a man whose trapped in the guilt of his wife dreadful suicidal tragedy, who only dreamt about being back home, back to normal and 'reality' life and being in the comfort of his childrens; Inception is a movie which filled with misleading movie plot, layer by layer of stories to replicate the uncanny image-making maze that no one will ever know the truth ending of the storyline whether it's a reality or just another layer of dream."

such a pseudo psychedelic movie experience which even in reality makes you second guessing whether you're dreaming or you're in reality.

But, It went the other way round for the critics in US, such as :

"a primal nightmare, something to be mused over rather than analyzed, something you may forget as soon as it’s over."
A. O. SCOTT - NY Times

"I'd like to tell you just how bad Inception really is, but since it is barely even remotely lucid, no sane description is possible." - "It trades in crafty puzzles rather than profound mysteries, and gestures in the direction of mighty philosophical questions that Mr. Nolan is finally too tactful, too timid or perhaps just too busy to engage."
Rex Reed - The Observer

There's more negative reviews than the positive one..believe me, but I have to give credit to Mr.Christopher Nolan for such a big gamble on his vision, cinematic inspiration and his idea of panoramic indulgence in order to bring at least a glimpse of 'reality' bagi filem Inception for else maybe not even dare trying. Salute!!

For Those About To Rock, We Salute You!!

2010-07-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

Can't Wait to Rock On This.


CC in KL bey beh!!

Coheed & Cambria In KL

Just Another Random Thoughts

2010-07-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt like finishing the cross line but didn't felt winning at the end of the line?

For some people, being a winner can be even before the start.

Some, being in the 'race' itself is already a winner.

Some people feel that, it doesn't matter what ever the outcome, what ever position you are in, whether you're finishing it or not, you're still a winner.

Some even though not trying their hardest, he or she may already felt a winner.

Which is which? Whose or what are winning?

Is it fair for you to say that you're a winner just simply you've achieved want you want to achieve not seeing it wholly?

Does your achievement counts even though it is not significant at all nor people give a damn about it?

Does it satisfy you even if you're not winning anything at all?

Is it true that the truthful winner is just within yourself? Then why the hell competing in the first place?

Is it fair to say that your achievement is all and doesn't counts for others thinks?

Is it true that it is just simply enough for you being out there and trying your hardest?

Is it enough to say just simply because you've tried?

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Sometimes we really do need some refreshing perspective of gruesome reality in our lives,
it doesn't have to be sunshine along the way, but it doesn't mean it has to be dark & cloudy all day,
even in our darkest and lowest moment in our lives, remember..don't despair.
The most important thing is you have done your best and be proud of what you've achieved.

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what really happened??

2010-07-12T22:59:00.001+08:00

A tiring, thrilling and also most exciting weekend!!!
Berikut adalah antara-antara pencapaian yg berjaya dilakukan dalam bulan Julai :

Menghadiri PAC yang sungguh meletihkan, thrilling and "pushing yourself to the limit" experience
Berkenalan dengan rakan-rakan "pools of people just like as u are" yang super duper friendly.
Berjaya mendapat pujian "Pergh muke ko mcm David Villa" - Quote from a friend during my PAC selepas memandang borang profil II PAC aku - Aku bangga sekejap.
Drive back to KL from Kemaman dengan catatan masa 3 jam 30 minit dengan kelajuan avg 120km/jam dengan avg jarak dalam 320km.
Berjaya heading to Tioman dalam masa yang diberikan.
Berjaya melakukan rally "Tidur average dalam 4jam/sehari" bermula dari 9/7/2010 sehingga 11/7/2010
Berjaya membuat Aseng merajuk tak tentu pasal.
Berjaya dalam pertandingan kad yang baru - "The LOSER"
Berjaya mengapungkan diri di Laut China Selatan tanpa menggunakan life jacket.
Berjaya memenuhkan hari during the weekend selain tidur.
Berjaya bermain bola tampar pantai buat kali pertama dalam hidup.
Berjaya menghitamkan diri.

Sekian my weekend summary. Kembali bekerja..Yosh!!!

Savillia - Ain't Just A Name - It's A Memoir

2010-07-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

Al kisah suatu ketika dahulu, terdapat kumpulan muzik anak-anak muda bernama Savillia yang bercita-cita tinggi dalam menceburi bidang muzik secara serius. Anak-anak muda Savillia ini sangat berwawasan dan bersemangat tinggi dalam usaha mereka untuk mengembangkan music mereka ke pelusuk dunia. "We want to conquer the California Underground music industry with our sound and visions" ujar guitarist mereka Khairunnizmorazin. Berikut adalah sedikit sebanyak info dan bio mengenai anak-anak muda Savillia ini, yang terdiri daripada :

1. Khairunnizmorazin Miesto - Guitarist Scandinavian yang mempunyai jemari halus bagaikan belalai sotong yang music influence beliau terdiri daripada Steve Vai dan Dream Theater - Riff-riff bisikan syaitan dan gorengan-gorengan maut 15 minit merupakan kelebihan gitarist Scandinavian ini.

2. Amarussoligniasio Leamburetta- Guitarist/Drummer import dari pekan Sicily Italy yang bergenre emo metal core + mellow ala2 jack johnson ini tidak kurang hebatnya dengan riff-riff heavy dan "stok pecah kepala". Muzik dan riff-riff "pantas putus jari" + heavy merupakan influence terbesar beliau. Bermain gitar sambil bogel dan bergolek-golek di lantai adalah signature act bagi guitarist/drummer dari pekan Sicily ini.

3. Ishkandorian Mehmudi - Merupakan Drummer ulung kumpulan Savillia yang berasal dari Turkey..mempunyai skill paluan drum yg mantap dan padu. Pencapaian terbaik beliau selaku pemain drum adalah menjadi drummer sessionist utk Kumpulan Skodeng Amah di Majlis perkahwinan Ali Mamak bagi isteri yang ke-3 di sekitar Manjong Perak.

4. Syahrizwantulio Marquessa - Bassist American yang padu, bekas ahli Kumpulan Besi-Lika dari Carolina Barat yg digugurkan last minit diatas sebab-sebab yang tak dapat/perlu dimentionkan. Reasons beliau digugurkan last minute itu tidak perlulah dihebah-hebahkan kerana dikhuatiri akan mengaibkan beliau. Mempunyai history of suicidal tendency due to drug addiction. Namun when he plays his bass, he's the Man!! the "awesomeness" surrounds him. Skill/kelebihan beliau bermain secara "slap fucking awesomeness mode" dan the "master of slapping Funk" menjadikan beliau seorg pemain bass yg sgt digeruni oleh pemain-pemain bass lain di sekitar Carolina barat.(asal aku gigih pasal syah lak ni?)

5. Aliqxio Imbrulianisto - Vokalis/Guitarist dari Ukrain yg mempunyai suara serak-serak basah ini adalah the youngest dan most good looking of Savillians.Most of his influential music adalah dari band-band "hardcore+metal+punk+scremo" seperti With Blood Comes Cleansing dan AILD. Pencapaian terbaek beliau adalah menjadi back up vocal untuk Mael XPDC di sebuah konsert "Selamatkan Tangkak dari Banjir Kilat" di sekitar Johor Bahru. Fun facts mengenai beliau ialah, merupakan ahli terakhir yg menyertai kumpulan Savillia.

These so called very ambitious musician - Savillia ini banyak menghabiskan mase di studio jamming area "Kayjang town" - yang terletak di East California dengan dendangan lagu-lagu latihan dari kumpulan lagenda seperti "Musien", "KetertukaranKaki", "BesianLika" dan "Jarian Halus bak Mentega". Savillians sungguh bersemangat when it comes playing their musics. Anak-anak muda Savilia ini very restless , deeply connected and very enthusiast when it comes playing their own music. Each Savillians cuba mencipta platform of skills and music dalam mencorakkan underground music industri daerah East California. Creativity and the influence of each Savillians ini tidak dapat di sangkalkan lagi dengan kehebatan dan kelunakkan lagu-lagu ciptaan mereka yg very different from band-band music underground yang lain . The originality dan pendirian music bagi each Savillians ini yang so different and became an influential icon for the kids of East California. Each Savillians mempunyai chemistry, understandings and visions of their ideal sound of music yang hanya Savillians sahaja yang mampu defines sendiri akan hala tuju dan vision muzik-muzik mereka.

Pencapaian terbaik Savillia adalah bermain dihadapan crowd seramai 150 orang di belakang dewan makan Kolej Burhanuddin Helmi di west province of California. Persembahan ulung mereka mendapat sambutan yang agak hambar disebabkan cuaca yang tidak begitu mengizinkan, sound system yang tidak menepati standard mereka dan vokalis mereka yang kurang fit during the D-Day kerana sakit mata lantas mengakibatkan keterlupaan lirik lagu hit mereka "Where's The Umm'ss..". Itu lah kali pertama dan terakhir Savillia perform di hadapan crowd yang sebegitu besar. Sehingga ke hari ini, masih belum ada khabar berita dari Savillia selepas persembahan terakhir mereka di Pentas Battle of the Band Burhan. Owh Savillians where are you now? we're dying to hear such pure inspirational music from u..please come back~~ we miss you.. <3

Gambar Band Savillia :

Line-up Savillians

Antara-antara Crowd yang hadir

Groupies2 yang setia menunggu

Sekian Ulasan Ameryl dari Rolling Stone Magazine West Coast Province - Edisi June 2008.

Telenovella Azzurri : The Exit Drama

2010-06-28T14:44:00.001+08:00

From Hero to Zero -- itu lah yg diulang dek commentator yang tak henti-henti mengherdik pasukan Azzurri (pemenang Piala Dunia 2006) selepas kekalahan perlawanan terakhir kumpulan F Italy kepada pasukan bukan favorite iaitu the Slovaks!! seterusnya tidak melayakkan The Azzurri ke Last 16!! Damn!!

Fakta mengenai Slovakia : ~~Slovaks merupakan bekas negara tali barut Yahudi yg patut dikecam.~~

Seperti yg kita amati The Azzurri memulakan perlawanan dengan tempo yg perlahan, % ball possession yg rendah berbanding dgn Slovaks yang lebih mendominasi padang dengan possession sebanyak : 65% bagi 45 minit terawal game. Semenjak tiupan wisel dimulakan, jentera serangan Azzurri yang tumpul dan lembap itu tidak banyak menghasilkan try-try yang menarik disamping kelekaan sang Cannavaro yg lacks of concentration dan very sloppy man markingnya ke atas Robert Vittek menjadi punca kepada gol pertama Slovaks.Damn!! Lippi memulakan his World Cup Campaign dengan formation 4-2-3-1 sebelum ini hanya mencatatkan keputusan seri di dalam game antara New Zealand dan Paraguay sebelumnya. Dengan melakukan perubahan taktik formation 4-3-3 yang tidak memberikan banyak impak dan akhirnya memakan diri sendiri. Performance yang kurang meyakinkan dari Italy mungkin berpunca dari lacking of concentration para pemain Italy yang berpunca dari kumpulan-kumpulan topless gadis-gadis litar Slovaks di penjuru padang telah memukau pemain Italy khususnya Chiellini dan Cannavaro Damn!!. Slovaks telah menggunakan taktik kotor ini selama 65 mint permainan sehinggalah munculnya watak askar roman Italia di kalangan penyokong Italy yang telah menghalau gadis-gadis litar topless itu keluar dari stadium. Kehadiran "the architect Pirlo" sangat-sangat diperlukan bagi menggerakkan jentera serangan Italy. Kemunculan gol pertama dari Vittek pada minit ke 24' akhirnya telah sedikit sebanyak melemahkan semangat gua untuk melayan game Italy yang memedihkan hati gua itu. Italy ketinggalan 1 gol berbalas 0. Ketiadaan "the architect Pirlo" menyebabkan Italy hilang punca dan jentera serangan yang macam sampah pada 55 minit terawal permainan. Iaquinta dah macam kuda tempang, malas mengejar bola, sungguh Sampah!! Di Natale pula yang bermain seperti budak darjah 1 sungguh selfish dan tiada thru pass yang mengancam dari Di Natalie membuatkan gua bertambah sakit jiwa. Namun Di Natalie ada juga melakukan try-try bongok dan pengkow compare to Iaquinta yang gua rase kehadiran beliau hanya utk melengkap 22 pemain diatas padang. Sakit Jiwa dibuatnya. Kehadiran Quagliarella dan Christian Maggio pada permulaan 2nd half memberi sedikit sebanyak sinar harapan untuk bertindakbalas selepas ketinggalan 2 gol. Akhirnya Pak Lippi mendapat Nur Dari Jesus untuk memasukkan "The architect Pirlo" bagi merancakkan jentera serangan pada minit ke 56'. Pergerakkan Italy lebih lancar dan beberapa kali berjaya menguji benteng pertahanan Slovaks dan gawang gol Jan Mucha dengan cubaan-cubaan menarik. Kelancarana serangan Italy ini ternyata membuahkan hasil. Pada minit 66' sepakan Quagliarella yang padu telah berjaya melepasi jagaan gol keeper Jan Mucha namun terdapat watak Skrtel yg menjadi savior on line menyebabkan kegembiraan gua terbantut. Cilakak punya Skrtel. Damn!! sekali lagi Pemain Italy dikecewakan. Kemudian minit ke 73' muncul gol ke-2 dari Vittek yang sangat Gampang lantas memedihkan lagi jiwa raga gua untuk meneruskan menonton game Italy dan Slovaks ini. Damn!! hati gua luluh dan hancur. Sinar harapan untuk menang sangat tipis, gua bertambah berang dan bengang. Kemudian sinar harapan kembali muncul untuk Italy apabila Di Natalie menjaringkan gol pertama Italy di minit ke 80'..oh Yeah!! C'mon..gua melonjak keriangan walaupun merasakan Italy sudah tiada harapan. Kedudukan sekarang Slovakia 2- Itali 1. Gua masih optimis yg Italy mampu menjaringkan gol ke 2 bagi Italy untuk mengikat Slovakia ke masa tambahan. Italy meneruskan menyerang ke pihak lawan dan nampak seperti akan membuahkan hasil. Kehadiran "The Architect Pirlo" banyak menggerakkan asakan pasukan Italy untuk mencari gol penyamaan (walaupun perlukan 2 bijik gol untuk menang terus, namun gua masih optimis dan believe Italy would make the greatest comeback untuk ke Last 16 World Cup 2010). Kemudian munculnya sinar harapan bagi comeback Italy hasil jaringan Quagliarella pada minit 85' namun dengan hampeh dan gampangnya di batalkan oleh pengadil di atas alasan Offside!! (my ass)!! sikit offside pn tidak..haramJ..the score should be 2-2 by now .. Damn!!.Gua Kecewa dgn pengadil malam itu - U Suck!! The goal should be ALLOWED!! Damn!! Damn!!10 minit terakhir Game Italy vs Slovaks ini adalah antara minit-minit yang paling mendebarkan dan thrilling dalam hidup gua. Namun dengan tidak semena-mena the Slovaks melakukan substitute yang pertama untuk melambat-lambatkan mase - Pussy!! Zdeni Strba digantikan dengan Kamil Kopunek dan dengan selamber substitute pertama Slovaks iaitu Kamil Kopundek eh salah Kamil kopunek melalui sentuhan pertama si cilake ini menggegarkan jaring Italy untuk gol ke-3 Slovaks pada minit ke 89' hasil daripada lack of concentration dari De Rossi dan El Cannavaro..Damn!! Gua menjerit!!! Haram!! gua tetiba rase nk pecah-pecahkan aje Skrin TV LCD gua. Dan di sudut mate gua, gua ternampak...owh rupenye gadis-gadis litar Topless Slovakia ini telah kembali di tempat penonton..oh No!!! dimanakah "askar Roman" yang Italian Fan perlukan disaat genting begini..Damn!! Damn!! Damn!! Gadis-gadis Litar Topless Slovaks ini merupakan faktor kekalahan pasukan Italy. Mereka seolah dipakau oleh tarian-tarian menggiurkan dari kumpulan gadis-gadis litar topless ini. Walau bagaimanapun pada minit-minit terakhir game, semangat juang Italy masih belum pudar dan meneruskan asakan ke gol Slovaks. Masuk minit ke 90' harapan gua musnah, gua tak bersemangat, hati gua luluh hancur untuk melihat Italy menjulang Piala Dunia kali ke-dua berturut. Damn!!! cilako punye Kopundek!! Gua Jumpe lu kat Slovakia gua Tembak kepala LU!! Haram!!! Namun pada dying minutes munculnya gol tercantik pada world Cup 2010 ini, iaitu chip magnifikus dari Quagliarella pada minit 90' yang menampakkan sinar harapan untuk menyamakan kedudukan kepada 3-3. It's in..Italy is still trailing to 3 goals to 2. Gua tibe-tibe berkobar-kobar, gua tibe-tibe mengharapkan miracle..gua bersemangat..5 minit tambahan diberikan. gua kembali optimis dan mengharap Italy mampu menjaringkan gol ke-3 untuk mengheret game ke extra time. Italy masih menggasak pertahan Slovaks. Slovaks berjaya bertahan dan mengekalkan composure dan mentaliti mereka untuk menyekat asakan Italy. Akhirnya muncul peluang terakhir Italy untuk menyamakan kedudukan, sepakan percuma (indirect freekick) kepada Italy di luar kotak penalti, namun sentuhan Pepe pada minit akhir perlawanan di depan gol dipersiakan begitu sahaja. Damn!! gua kecewa..knape la si Pepe ni bongok bebenau..aduh..dan akhirnya wisel Penamat ditup, berakhirlah perlawanan penentu ke Last 16 dan resultnya "Italy is Out of The World Cup Campaign" ujar pengulas perlawanan game Italy dan Slovaks ini. Sungguh FUCK!! rase hati gua ditoreh-toreh dengan pisau. gua Jem!! Harapan gua melihat Italy at least ke Semi Hancur!! Better Luck Next Time Azzurri!! Forza Italia!! Bagi Gua Slovaks are the better team for the 1st 75 minutes of the game selepas mengaplikasikan taktik kotor (gadis-gadis litar Topless Slovakia) Italy akhirnya kalah lantas tidak melayakkan diri ke Last 16. well hey It's just world cup, we've won 4 times already..better luck next 4 years..haha..mungkin dengan kelibat anak-anak muda seperti Mario Balotelli dan Davide Santon.

Berikut adalah sisipan aksi-aksi di padang Perlawanan antara Italy vs Slovakia di Ellis Park, Johannesburg, South Africa 24 Jun 2010.

Punk Rocker Marek Hamsik yg Cube Bagitau kt Sang Cannavaro - "Lu jgn Bikin Panas nk Main Dive-Dive Beb..Pussy!!"

Gol Ke Dua Robert Vittek yg Telah Menghancurkan Harapan Azzurri..Damn!! Di Natalie felt he should contribute more to the Italian Side.

Jaringan Pertama Bagi Itali yang Disetelkan oleh Antonio Di Natalie Menyebabkan Jan Mucha Enggan Memberikan Bola Lantas Di Maki Oleh Quagliarella Dan Satu Tumbukan Chicky Telah Dilancarkan Oleh Jan Mucha _ Such A Pussy AcT!!

Music Transitional Period -- Let's Make The World A Better Place

2010-06-22T13:44:00.001+08:00

I think I'm on a transitional period of sound, from more aggressive and hardcore riffs sounds to "pussier" and softer sounds. I have to admit it..maybe time really change me about my perception and feelings for music. HAHA. Single Female Musician Rocks!! Don't you just love all the great single female musicians such as Alanis Morissette, Florance n The Machine, Emily Haines, Amy Millan, Feist, Regina Spektor, Sarah Maclachlan and many more, they're like the goddess of sound nowadays right? haha..so below are some of sounds that I'm listening currently and I wanna share with you guys..give it a try..cheers!!

My Current Top Ten List Of Music That I'm Listening to :

1. Yeah Yeah Yeahs -- "déjà vu"
2. Emily Haines -- "Our Hell"
3. Emery -- "Left With Alibis And Lying Eyes"
4. Feist -- "My Moon My Man"
5. Regina Spektor -- "Us"
6. Florance And The Machine -- "Drumming Song"
7. Emily Haines -- "Nothing And Nowhere"
8. Yeah Yeah Yeahs -- "Cheated Heart"
9. Metric -- "Sick Muse"
10. Feist -- "Sacred Heart"

On the other hand, I still craving for metal riffs and hardcore sound never the less.
Where's my Metal songs playlist been to?? I'm lost..I need to try harder finding these new metal sounds - Most recent metal bands that i listened to :
1. As I Lay Dying -- The Powerless Rise
2. Coheed Cambria -- Year of A Black Rainbow
3. Deftones -- Diamond Eyes - Beauty School <Deftones is my all time fav band>

Any other new sound you guys wanna share? Tell me..lets spread the sound..

Another Turning Point Of My Life.

2010-06-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

I felt soooo blessed nowdays, I've got my loving Family, I've got my loving gF, I've got my friends, I've got my "colleagues families" who really being supportive to me, who always standby with me for what ever that I've done, who really loves and accept me the way I am nowdays. I felt really blessed!! Thank you God!! Alhamdulillah~~
I'm so grateful and appreciate for everything that I've had all these years with all the occurrence/events/happenings that I have gone through this few month. I really enjoyed it!! Thanks guys!!
Thank You Mom Dad Hani and all of my Friends for standing by me after all these years, really appreciate it~

Now I'm on another turning point of my life -- I'm crossing my fingers for what will gone through this coming months!! Wish me Luck guys!!

reminder to myself - you've got a double chin now!! WTF!! **please do your exercise regularly**

--sekian--

DDe Penang Pics

2010-06-11T15:34:00.003+08:00

eventhough gambar tak brape banyak..just try to feast your eyes with it..TQ.

The Only Thing Left To Do.

2010-05-25T17:21:00.016+08:00

Juhan's wedding in kuatan, it was a very warm n nice wedding, almost like my dream wedding : by the sea.Juhan's ceremony is modest, simple n 'takde sanding2, family aku tak mau sanding2' thats what my fren said to me about his wedding,

Happy Married Life My friends~! Have a blissful and Happy Life!! JuhanIka & RicoFeddy!!

When we talk about marriage, what comes to your mind?

The life you'll have after married? ~~all the love making?~~ (haha) all the responsibilities 'thing'? do you really think that you'll be ready with the responsibilities after married? Do really wanna give up your freedom and joie de vivre for something better ou contrarie worst? or you'll gain so much better and blessed after marriage? who knows, for me marriage is
"a route of life to be taken that costs for undivided love, commitments and responsibilities in order to charm and amuse your sense of accomplishness in life to fulfill your life's destiny"

"marriage is an Ibadah, marriage is the completeness of life"

seeing your friends getting married is like a deejavu, it's like you're seeing yourself on that wedding.. gets you ~~scared~~ excited ain't it? Like once my friend said to me, get married only when you're ready, else Dont!! Maybe We don't have all the time in the world, but all the while just make sure your time counts.

Dedicated to juhan & rico!

Joie de Vivre - The "Priceless" Trip

2010-05-25T12:51:00.001+08:00

DakDak Event 2 : Penang On The Run :
a really tired weekend yet fun.aku seronok.cume ade beberape mishaps yg tak dpt dielakkan, but it's actually FUN!! yes FUN!! we laugh.we play.we ate.we drank.we had a ballistic time.
wish that the tour have the same participant as PD. haha..anyway..many things happened during the trip : priceless moment (quote from si beluncas ); melenyek anjing (i'm the guilty party); photoshoot; DVD shopping and most important : attending Rico's wedding!!, very pleasant wedding, not too crowdy; the food was superb and we the cupcake was delicious!

Credit to si beluncas on his superb vid and his lovely photos around the trip.
We had a Blast!!! TQ guys for making it happen.
Please check out the pics uploaded : Cheers!!

Gambar DakDak Event 2 : Penang Submittion
Another Side Of the Stories of Penang Trip

p/s : Sila tunggu gmbr-gmbr yg bakal diupload dari saya. and owh..
Selamat Pengantin Baru Rico & Feddy!!
Have a Blissful & Happy Married Life!! Amin!!

DDE event 1st attempt - Penang - The Participant that Should

Cerita Dolu-Dolu

2010-05-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

Aku ingt lagi time aku study kt UKM, aku ingt lagi the first class aku pg kt FTSM dulu. Aku banyak menyendiri kerana takde sape yg aku kenal except budak kolej aku Khandaq gelaran die, kebetulan die pn budak FTSM jugak..so kitorg pn ngam la.Aku slalu gerak FTSM dgn khandaq je..tp khandaq terpaksa gigih gerak ke FTSM menaiki bas sebab aku malas nk gerak ke kelas.sigh~!
Aku ingt lagi time masuk kelas tu ade la budak kelas aku yang aku usha-usha dan aku rase mmg mcm bleh ngam, "budak-budak ni isap rokok ni sekor-sekor, cun!! ade geng" dalam hati aku berkata, bile aku tengok ade segerombolan dak-dak kelas yg gaya ala-ala cool tak campur masyarakat dan duduk kat belakang kelas. Aku hanya usha mereka dari jauh,time aku usha-usha tu, ade lak mamat sorg tu rambut kerinting-kerinting dan capang-capang sket ni dan sorg lagi pakai spek mate tebal nk mampus "bapak tebal kanta spec die, kesian budak takde tengkuk ni, muda-muda lagi dah rabun kaw-kaw" hatiku berbisik.kesian.
Sehabisnya kelas aku, aku pn keluar la menghala ke tempat letak moto, nk balik bilik layan ape-ape yang patut,
Tibe-tibe di hujung mataku melintas seekor tikus putih - dalam hati aku, pergh gempak gile FTSM ni, siap ade student Eropah yg study dkt FTSM - Gila International UKM ni ; power-power.
(FYI tikus mondok putih itu adalah razin = makhluk "albino+mix org UK" ciptaan tuhan yang mampu bercakap dalam bahasa melayu versi slang kedah - bapak hebat budak-budak kt FTSM ni)
Tapi sebelum aku nk blah aku terjumpe balik 2 makhluk dalam kelas aku yg capang-capang dan takde tengkuk tu menempel di depan lab komputer kt GFloor FTSM. Dorg tersengih-sengih bersama-sama, gile ke ape? - "ntah sape la dorg bahan tu" ujarku, lalu aku pn dgn keringnya approach kepada mereka.
"Hey, korg satu kelas ngan aku kan, TR?"
"Nama aku faliq, nama korg ape?"
sambil menghulurkan tangan utk bersalam,
dorg dengan tanpa segan silu dan selamber badak usha aku atas bawah mcm aku seekor penagih - lalu mamat yang capang-capang tu menghulur kan tangan, lalu mamat capang-capang tu dengan muke yg tegar menjawab
"Nama aku .. Batek~"
dengan selamber aku tergelak gangster dan dalam hati aku berkata : "bapak pelik name kau!! mcm haram saje je nk kene kan aku"
aku membalas percakapan mamat capang-capang tadi dengan berkata
"seriusly? name ko batek?"
mamat capang-capang tu reply
"ye la batek"
dengan muke jem diketawakan -- aku pecah perut lagi..hahahaha dalam hati aku.
Tibe-tibe perhatianku beralih kepada mamat yang tak bertengkuk yang muke die mcm takut-takut kat aku sket, mcm aku ade penyakit kurap, lantas aku pn bertanya kepada mamat takde tengkuk tu,
"name ko ape?"
dan dengan selamber badak dan cekalnya die menjawab
"ikan" -- lagi aku gelak secara gangster tanpa mempedulikan perasaan mereka berdua.
dalam hati aku berkata "yang tidak-tidak budak-budak TR ni - name pelik-pelik"
ye la korg pikir secara logiknya, korg datang U dan jmpe name kawan-kawan korg yang 1st time korg nk kenal,bile tanye name; name yg tidak-tidak disebut mesti korg gelak jugak kan?? well in my case name yang terpacul adalah : Ikan dan Batek, mesti korg akan gelak jugak kan?
Mamat takde tengkuk tu memberitahuku bahawa nama dorg ini diperolehi dari sekolah SMAP Labu, sekolah lame dorg, aku pn layankan aje name mamat 2ekor ni smpi la ke harini. W*eva*

Facts mengenai mereka berdua as we speak now :
1. Batek sudah pn berumahtangga, mempunyai isteri yang penyayang, Ilyana name die,batek mempunyai career business yang sgt cerah, dan tinggal di Bangi dan today is his birthday _ Happy Birthday Batek~ have a jolly good birthday celebration!!

2. Ikan pula akan berumah tangga pada bulan November ni, dengan pilihan hati dari Melaka, Hidayah Rusli name die, masih mengamalkan gaya hidup yang tidur kurang sihat, tidur merupakan kepuasan ikan, aku pn pelik kenape tidur menjadi tabiat utama mamat takde tengkuk ni.herm...

sekian.

Cube teke yang mane mamat capang-capang dan yang mane mamat takde tengkuk?

My Melaysian**

2010-05-10T11:33:00.002+08:00

What happen to our Melaysian today?
If we read the papers nowadays it's like people killing other people like butchers, snatchers killed husband and wife, all the 'death toll', all the killings and murders, all the politics turmoil, all the misconduct act, rasuah n stuff, and not forgetting our main Malaysian news headlines nowadays : Kes Buang Bayi is like a trend now--fucking sick!! -- Fuck you!! you're throwing our own child?? Fuck you!!
It's really really unfair for what you've done.
It is really inhuman for what you've done.
Also there's one headlines really intersts me quote as 'suami toreh kemaluan isteri' -seriously guys..
(real headlines from Utusan Malaysia page 16 on the 5th May edition-go check it yourself)

Seriously people?
Are we Melaysian really that ~~fucking~~ low?

Are we Melaysian really that kind of human being?
It is such a regret to say about all the current happenings, how can we Melaysian turn up like this?
Where is it our beliefs, our religious thoughts, our faith, our consideration, our moral value?
Is it we as Melaysian doesn't have our moral values anymore?
Don't we felt ashamed for everything we've done?
Don't we felt the guilt???

Think again~!

Just another random thoughts pops in my mind.
My intention is to share that's all.

Mic Check 123 - Cerita Duniawi #1

2010-05-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

How and what can you do in life successfully by doing differently from others. What can you do to achieve great success and being dynamically different from others. Success may be vary in your own interpretation rite??.

For me the key to success in life is to live life happily and to the fullest, be happy with yourself and with your family,to be in the state of financial freedom, having my own home,having my own kids and debt less. That is success for ME!

I'm trying my best utk tidak menjadi 'hamba' kepada wang, tapi ape yang aku belajar adalah, duit merupakan keperluan paling essential utk hidup di dunia. Tetapi di zaman modenisasi sekarang ni..money is like the air you breathe, the more money you have, the more air you're gonna get. Don't you agree? Why is it people nowadays too dependable on money? Menjadi 'hamba' kepada wang adelah trend terkini. Dgn cara lifestyle aku sekarang ini, aku tak lari daripada golongan-golongan yang 'hamba' kepada duit.(Aku bukan cakap yang aku ni trendy ok? jgn salah anggap) Money is not everything(rite??). Money is like a medium/ticket for your needs in life. Aku juga sekarang ni terjebak dengan lifestyle yang kadang-kadang can get overspend, spending mcm tiada esok, tidak berada dalam state of financial freedom; which can be pain in the ass jugak la sumtimes.--- aku juga tiada gadget-gadget yang gempak di sekeliling pinggang aku ataupun di dalam poket aku. Ape yang aku ade hanyalah hdisk 320 gig aku yang tak seberapa tu yang mampu menemankan/menghiburkan aku dikala sunyi, koleksi DVD ~~cetak rompak~~ cerita-cerita kegemaran aku dengan jumlah terkumpul dalam anggaran 350 keping, seketul gitar untuk bermain dikala 'inspirasi menjadi artis' melanda dan seketul HP pinjam yang tak mampu untuk berwifi dan bersambung ke dunia internet. FYI Item aku yang paling favourite adalah bini kedua aku ; "Jazimah" / "wanita" impian aku. Satu-satunye item yang kalau aku pikirkan balik; aku sejuk hati aku ~, kalau aku tenung die; sejuk hati aku~, kalau aku cucikan Jazimah cantik berkilat; sejuk hati aku~.Walaupun Jazimah seorang bini yang high maintenance, aku tak kesah, aku layankan aje, sebab aku tahu, Jazimah lah yang aku nk selama ini, Jazimah lah yang aku idam-idamkan semenjak aku di Secondary school lagi. Ok-Ok enuf with Jazimah.

Conclusion dari rentetan hidup yang aku hebahkan di atas adalah : I'm satisfied dgn ape yg aku ade in life (aku bukan emphasis on the gadget or item yang aku ade ok? - hanya secara metaphorically dan niat aku bukan setakat materialistic stuff shj - so..jgn salah anggap pulak). Walaupun dengan status hidup aku yang makan gaji, debts yang tak habis-habis, life aku yang biasa dan normal, tiap-tiap bulan working my ass out just to make ends meet; ape yang penting adalah aku sgt happy with my life, I've got my family, I've got my loving gF, I've got my frens who really understands me, I've got friends who can accept me the way I am, I've got my family whose loving me, who can accept me the way I am. Basically what I'm trying to say is that; I've still got everything essential in life and I'm very grateful for that. You Should do Too. Be Thankful with what you've got everything in life! But with all the problems and rocky road that you're facing in life weather it is good or bad, tough or sad, the best thing to do is embrace it with an open heart, face it with dignity, deal with it. Success is...you're happy with your life, U Cherish every moment in your life, you know where your stand in your life, you know what u want in life and always be grateful with what u have.That's the key to success+happiness for me.

Sekian Ceramah petang Aku.

p/s : aku tak percaya kepada sindiket-sindiket Diamond business ni.Aku tak nak ade kaitan dgn sindiket-sindiket korg, lantak korg la nk cari duit or buat business mcm mane pn, aku tak nak amek tau. No offense. Aku sekeras-kerasnya ingin beritahu : stay ~~the fuck~~ away from me!

Your understanding is highly appreciated. TQ !!
Jom Lepak adalah perkataan yang paling bahaya dalam perangkap Diamond Business ini. Jangan Tertipu~!! Hehe

Amor Feliz Cumpleaños.Love breithe sona.

2010-04-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Luv.

Love breithe sona.

Amor Feliz Cumpleaños.

Happy 25th Year of Celebrating Your Life.

Happy 9th Year Togather.

I Wholly Heart You!!

Are You Ready?

2010-04-22T12:41:00.004+08:00

Are you ready enough to face the world on your own?
have you obliged your responsibilities?
have you satisfied your needs?

Life as it happens every seconds.
Life as it passes you by.
Life as we speak now.
Life as we lived it.
Life as we want it to be.

"There's No Such Thing as Unwritten Life,
Only a Bad Writting Of It"
no matter what you do in life, embrace it, live it, take pride on every moment of it.

Konklusi daripada aku yang aku mengarut di atas adalah :
1. Korg dah bersedia untuk settle down belom?
2. E-Filling korg dah setel?
3. Sudahkah korg tunaikan tanggungjawab korg sebagai rakyat Malaysia, dengan mendaftar sebagai pengundi?

What Are You?

2010-04-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

People lived day by day doing at what they do best, or what they have to do to go on with life. Passion, integrity, tenacity, responsibilities, leverage, mortgages or commitment is the only strength you have to go on in life. I do envy people who live their life by doing at they really love, doing really what they passionate about, it doesn't matter weather it is food, music, taking photo, design, doing art, paint, build or anything. Some people live their whole life doing what they love, doing what they're passionate about -- money is not their main interest/drive, passion comes first. I really do envy these peoples. I wish I could do the same. But sometimes your responsibilities and commitment stops you at what your doing best or what you really want to be or to do in life.

People said to be who you really are, is to believe in what you say or what you do. It really doesn't matter what you do in life, for me the best thing to do about life is to try fall in love for every thing that you do and be passionate about it.

So what are drives you? ~~Shell or Esso?~~

Passion? mortgage? responsibilities? commitment? or..?

Notes untuk Anak-anak Abah

2010-04-13T11:51:00.001+08:00

Abah ingat lagi time skolah dulu, abah dicop sebagai seorang rebelious, abah sgt galak dgn perkataan seperti anarchy, rebel, fuck that system, fuck that, fuck this, oh,boy I was so damn arrogant. Maybe abah rase abah trying so hard to be something else, or something different. Abah dress up like thrash, try my hardest to be different from others, and even penagih pn tak macam abah, jeans koyak rabak, T-Shirt band-band hardcore/punk yang melambangkan kesengsaraan dan anti akan kehidupan normal manusia, leher,tengkuk dan tangan penuh dgn rantai-rantai, beg-beg gantung yang ditampalkan dengan patches band-band kegemaran abah yang tema lagunya meng'fuck' everything; tidak dilupakan moto/prinsip hidup yang berlandaskan anarchy dan rebelious. sungguh sampah!!. Bagi abah dulu, dicop rebelious itu merupakan satu anugerah atau gelaran yang cool abes, it shows who you are and what you stand. I was so damn arrogant.

Di kala itu tiada ape yang lebih penting dari pendirian abah terhadap muzik, pendirian abah yang ~~fuck~~ membenci segala system yang ada didunia ini (khususnya system yang berteraskan capitalism dan penindasan). Bagi Abah, system capitalism yang ada bertujuan menindas dan bertujuan mengetepikan hak-hak manusia didalam pool mediocre. Yang kaya akan bertambah buncit, yang miskin akan bertambah keding. Fuck!! ; bencikan ahli-ahli politik rakus yang bertopengkan manusia, bencikan bangla-bangla dan nepal-nepal dengan gagasan 'this is not your fuckin' country', benci kan segalanya lah senang kata kecuali muzik dan pendirian muzik yang abah agung-agungkan dulu. I was so damn arrogant. Even today pn, abah masih rase muzik itu adelah integral part of hidup abah, tetapi tiada yang lebih penting dari my family dan anak-anak abah. Bagi abah muzik bukan segalanya.

Tetapi apabila cecahnya umur anak-anak abah kepada dua puluhan nanti, persepsi dan pandangan hidup pasti akan berubah, knowledge and education is the 'key'; your survival kit for the world mestilah mencukupi, pengetahuan dan pengalaman hidup yang anak-anak abah perolehi selama kamu hidup adalah kitab bagi life anak-anak abah, n hopefully whatever that you guys have is enough for you to move on with ur life even if abah dah takde nnt. World is a cruel place, it doesn't wait for you. Segalanya akan berlaku dengan pantas, ur finishing school, continue study, finish ur study, get ur degree and move on with your life, get a job, have a salary, spent your salary,get married, have kids or even continue to masters n PhD, adalah strategi hidup yang seterusnya that you guys need to do to go on n be a person in this world. Apabila korg berada dalam golongan mainstream or general, apa yang membezakan korg adalah education dan skills yang korg ade, jika tidak korg akan tertinggal dan menjadi penagih tegar mahupun golongan miskin tegar yang kehidupannya serba kekurangan. Tidak dinafikan bahawa kita hidup di dalam arus dan ideologi capitalism yang sgt durjana dan sangat fuck ini, without ur education, ur nothing, idea yang kaya semakin kaya, yang miskin akan terus miskin sudah sebati dalam masyarakat kita khususnya Malaysia.

Keluar dari kepompong typical mungkin langkah pertama dalam hidup korg, tetapi how to make a difference and be different from others adalah next step dan pegangan hidup yang perlu ada bagi setiap manusia khususnya golongan malayU. Think differently, creatively, act wisely and do it right thoroughly, mungkin boleh melonjakkan % korg untuk menjadi manusia yang berjaya. Buangkan sifat arrogance dan ignorance cos it will not move you anywhere in life. Like people said : 'Money is not everything' (abah sgt agree), but it can buy you anything you want in life. With money you can live ur life easier. Money does not come easily bagi "fresh graduate'' mahupun jr exec. Istilah kerja yang mengamalkan konsep 'easy money' adalah idea/pegangan yang paling ~~fuck~~ bodoh bagi kamu yang berada dalam golongan average, so work ur ass out. FYI bagi abah capitalism is how the world runs today, if you can't beat it, ~~suck it and fuck it from behind~~ go with it.

So Think Again of what you want in life, think hard on what ur doing currently and find out who and what u really want to be inside. Yeah, yeah, even though tak semua orang memperoleh peluang/kesenangan hidup yang sama, tapi abah percaya every man/woman dengan usaha dan keikhlasan, kejayaan/kesenangan itu akan datang juga.

itulah nasihat abah kepada anak-anak abah, semoga berjaya anak-anak abah di dunia dan di akhirat nnt, insyallah.

Yang ikhlas
Abahmu
p/s
Ur mum once said to me, qoute : 'ur a type of person who sees the best in people, you can accept people no matter how they appeared in front of you', owh..suwweeetttt.
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